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Wtf happened to 2018?

Is it really 2019 already?!! Wtf happened to 2018!!
I guess I can break it down for ya, bulletproof style:

  • I moved, back to my old apt. I missed it. Moving is stressful, but whatever. Still living in CA until the license is finished.

  • I started prep for my Pro Debut! This was by far the hardest (and lowest) point in my life. I had a bad ear infection that made lifting (let alone hearing) nearly impossible. As a result, I came into my show not looking my best, and naturally, didn’t place. I knew going into the show that I didn’t stand much of a chance doing well. I was after all competing again MY COACH and 10+ other olympians whom I’ve looked up to for years. I was more-so disappointed in the fact that I myself was not looking my best. I took this one pretty hard, and I’m still having self-doubt and confidence issues moving forward towards the thought of my next show

  • HELICOPTER. Oh my god… this has been my life since September. I had NO idea how much would actually have to go into this before I take my check ride. It is more consuming and challenging than I ever thought possible. Writing this, I am less than 2 weeks away from my check ride. So we shall see how this goes! After this is all said and done, I will go into full detail in a youtube video explaining my thoughts and the process.

  • I adopted a new meow :) This was unplanned.. but after visiting the vet they said they had a black kitten arriving that afternoon who was found in an engine and needed a home. It was love at first sight and I took home my first hairy baby. Vera hated her passionately at first, but they are best friends now and bathe and cuddle regularly.

  • I traveled to Scotland with my father and sister! It was a two week road trip that was unlike any trip Ive ever done in the past! 1, because it was a road trip. 2, I was with my dad and sister. We hopped around various AirBnBs and drove literally all around the entire country (land? I know Scotland is apart of the UK)

  • I became a sponsored BANG ENERGY DRINK athlete! Finally!! Ive been drinking BANGS for forever now, and they chose to sponsor me! I make cool videos for my Fitness IG, and have 25% discount code for anyone willing to try :) "Aspen25" on their site.

  • I did my first GG show with the Lovely Paige! This was my first super sexy cam show with another girl in AGES!!! You can be expecting the videos from this amazing orgasm filled weekend in the future :)

  • I began training more new online diet/competition clients, and dove more into the fitness industry. I have so many great plans with this new adventure, and I hope this side of my life interests you to some degree as well! With any new adventure, I can only pray that some of my fans will help and support me in this new quest.

  • Thanks for reading my biog and stay tuned for a new look and many improvements to the site!!


  • Happy May


    Happy May My Dear PWR Members!

    I apologize for the large gap between blog posts. There has been a lot of craziness happening in my life! (I know I know.. what’s new)

    I’ll keep it brief - but here’s whats been going on!

    I am on contest prep for my pro debut that will take place this summer! 4 weeks later, I will (hopefully) be competing in another show in the midwest. This means. I am super hungry. Super cardio focused. And going to be super shredded for the next few months. Hate it or love it, it’s coming, so prepare yourselves!

    I am now a full time trainer. What does this mean? Basically, I have picked up enough in-person clients for the gym owner to charge me a full time trainer rate. Oh joy!

    I PASSED MY FAA EXAM!! I scored an 87%, which from what I am told, is pretty darn high for rotorcraft testing.

    I am launching a new fitness site that will cater of people of all abilities at the gym, men and women! Stay on the look out! There is a “temp site” on www.aspenbb.com - more is coming and there, I will be able to offer so much more!

    I’m tired and hungry.
    • a. I hate lists
    • b. I hate inconsistency

    TL;DR Life is going 100MPH and I’m trying to keep up and thrive! I hope you are enjoying the site! There are constant updates happening all the time!!





    Last month, I skipped out on Thanksgiving and traveled to Thailand with a big group of friends from the gym. We had a BLAST checking out the busy streets of Bangkok and then retreated to the small quieter island of Koh Samui to relax and spend most of our time at the ocean. Not to mention things are CHEAP! …if you know where to look and dine away from hotels. Hotels = American Prices. I was able to find huge plates of food for like, 75 cents. On the contrary, I had a burger at my hotel for $25.. This wasn’t EVERYTHING I did over the 10 days, but here are a few of the key things!

    Aspen’s Thailand Rating Experiences:

    Floating Market: 8/10 Spectacular experience! It was awesome riding the boat through the river and tight canals and being able to purchase different souvenirs along the ride. We had our own boat to ourselves and a hilarious guide. The only reason this isn’t 10/10 is 1. it was hot a balls. I was sweating the entire time. 2. The souvenirs are very overpriced, and it lost a little authenticity based on it being such a tourist attraction. However, it would be a must if you are in Bangkok!

    Ping-Pong Show: 2/10 Yes. They are real. And yes, they are strange. Obviously I knew what I was getting myself into when I walked in the door, but the weak rating wasn’t based on the performance itself, but the total hustle of the experience in general. If you aren’t careful and agree with the bouncer ahead of time, you will face an entrance fee, a show fee, a minimum drink purchase fee, AND an exit fee. I had agreed on a set price to cover all of these things before entering, but the performers will do an act and demand a tip no matter where you are seated, and will literally stand there with their hand out the entire time unless you tip them. I am 100% familiar with the importance of tipping for a show.. but the demanding was just downright unpleasant.

    Maui-Thai Fight: Unsure how I feel about this. If you do go, check out “Pink Poodle” off of pat pong. Its a mixture of a strip club that is transformed into a boxing ring in 60 seconds. I’m not super into the whole people hitting and kicking each other in the face, but it definitely is an art! Also.. hot dancing ladies :)

    Elephant Riding: 0/10 Did not participate. I am not a crazy peta person, but I do draw the line here.. it breaks my heart, and if you want to see elephants, see them in a sanctuary, not a place where you can ride them.

    Lady Boy Show: 10/10 You just have to see one while you are there!! Without a doubt, an awesome show. Beautiful lady boys performing highly entertaining show pieces! I wasn’t sure what to expect, but I was blown away by how much I enjoyed it!

    ATV Riding: 10/10 I was in Koh Samui for this activity, and it was without a doubt one of my most favorite things to do! There were pretty much no rules, and no restrictions. Just some good old fashioned ATV riding. I was covered in mud, and my hands were killing me by the end. Just what I wanted!

    Snorkeling: 5/10 The waters were quite murky off the coast of Koh Tan. I didn’t really see anything worthwhile, and my go pro footage is just meh… The perks were, I love being in the ocean, and I got some super sweet tan-lines as a result!

    Scuba Diving: 6/10. The waters were once again pretty murky.. and of the 2 days of diving I took part in, 1 was a complete fail. My group was stuck in a current and we didn’t make it to the dive spot even after swimming for 40 mins. We were virtually on an ocean treadmill. The 2nd day was a little better, but still, the visibility was just not up to par. Just bad luck!

    Renting Mopeds: 10/10 I had no idea I would enjoy this so much! Even with the whole injury thing being a big issue (there are over 500 deaths per year on the small island on motorcycles alone) it was such a cool way to experience the island! I would do it again 100%

    xo Aspen

    SashaBae Comes to California!

    As many of you know, Sasha is one of my longest and most dearest friends I have had the pleasure of making via MFC. Back in 2012 I ventured to meet her for the first time in Russia (my 2nd international trip)!! We had an instant bond and I felt like I had known her my entire life!

    She is my go-to travel buddy and we have been fortunate enough to see much of the world together! After waiting YEARS she finally gained a visa to visit me in the good ol US of A! It was finally my turn to host her here at my place!

    She fit right into my busy schedule and was with me every gym session, ate my healthy meal prep food, and made my otherwise mundane things in life so much more fun and interesting! Of course, we saw some sites while we were in LA together, as well as SF City :)

    It took every ounce of self control to not hide her passport so she could stay with me foreverrrrr!! I can’t wait until our next journey takes place! Where in the world shall we go next...

    xo Aspen


    As I’m sure you have seen from my countless social media posts, the snapchat overload, and my constant chatting on MFC… I WON MY FIRST NATIONAL SHOW!! Along with that win, comes the IFBB Pro Title!! If you are not familiar with the term - (don’t worry, 99% of people aren’t) It means I am a part of the International Federation of Bodybuilding with a “Professional" status. Thats right… I am not only a professional mastubator, but I can now say I am a professional bodybuilder!! It doesn’t feel real.

    Achieving Pro status is like, the granddaddy of all things competition wise. Once you “go pro” you no longer have to compete in the local regional shows, or even the national shows! I am now entitled to compete among the Pros in every pro show around the globe!

    What’s next for me?
    I am going to take the rest of the year off from competing. I have no desire to compete again until possibly spring 2018 or early summer. I will then make my pro debut :) I have a LOT of great goals and projects planned over the next few months (ahem, helicopter license) and I am going to enjoy the off-season and time to shift my focus onto those for a little while.

    It is such an honor to have this title. And I couldn’t be more happy and in utter shock that my dreams of becoming pro have turned into a reality! Thank you so much to you all for supporting me on my journey. It means the absolute world to me and I am such a lucky girl to have you all on my side :)


    YouTube Channel

    Youtube Channel!!

    After MONTHS of debating, I’ve finally decided to join the world of YouTube!! Check out my channel when you have a chance to more of my “day-to-day” life as well as different workouts and diet tips :) Mind you, this is more of a fitness/lifestyle YouTube channel.. so it’s going to be very PG (crazy right?!?! Is that even possible for me??)

    Worry not, I still have a TON of new (naughty) content for ya here :D

    Don’t forget to subscribe! YouTube bases pretty much everything based off that subscriber number.

    Aspen Rae YouTube Channel

    Become a member today!